Lately, I want to be the one holding her all the time. I don't want to pass her around and if she starts to cry I have been wanting her back much quicker than I used to. And I am ok with it. She is amazing and each day she is a different little lady I do not want to miss a beat.
This evening I am going out with a bunch of girlfriends and I won't be home until tomorrow night so this morning while I was packing us up for the day all I wanted was time to slow down. I tried to think of ways I could fit in sneaking over to day care before I hit the road and even thought about asking if I could bring her with me haha. Ryan will be amazing with her for the night [as he always is] but I feel sad that I won't get to nurse her to sleep or that I won't get to make her eat her halibut and trick her with bite of yogurt tonight. It is silly but I am glad that she wants to be attached to me as much as I want to be attached to her right now.