I feel stupid. I feel sad. I feel violated.
I KNOW I should have brought my purse inside and I should have listened to Ryan when he said packing the car in advance wasn't necessary but here we are. Thankful for my boss for going in to work for me today because the 6 bank phone calls I had to make, the two trips to the dmv, the two trips to the bank and the failed attempt to drop Claire off at day care made this day a little insane and I would have been useless for 8 hours.
Claire joined me and it was actually really nice to have company while I cried to strangers haha She tried her first lollipop and also first drink out of a water fountain before a great nap.
Once everything I can possibly do to make this less awful I will take her to the park to celebrate her 13 month :)
Since my car accident last week I have been feeling kind of down, I have been feeling unlucky and put upon. Today did not help that but then I realized how actually blessed we are, everyone was so kind at the DMV and the bank. I had friends offer to take my shopping for new Vegas clothes, I had friends and employees offer to let me borrow clothes and my employee even offered me her Nordstrom and VS gift cards. I was floored, how generous and kind some people are so I can't let the shitty people who go around and steal other people stuff ruin my outlook. Today kind of sucks but I have my health and a wonderful family so I will just have to get over my new bathing suit being stolen and say good bye to all those cute rompers I never got to wear.
Claire is weighing in at 17 pounds and 3 ounces, she has gotten so good at running and jumping, she loves grapes the most and still does not enjoy chicken. She has started to give kisses to everything, she drinks almond milk and cows milk as snacks but she still breastfeeds a good amount so I am continuing to pump for her while I am at work, once in the middle of the night and if I am just away from her.
Thanks for reading along!