These two things I want to share with you before I forget -
1. I was the only one to cry during the birth videos!?!?! How can I be the only one who is so emotional. I am so moved by them, it was nice to watch them with Ryan and hear him describe the water birth as "beautiful"
2. They had us all speak about why we decided to look into hypnobirth, after giving my very basic answer [it sounded very interesting and I want to be able to go inside of myself and relax during the rushes] it was Ryan's turn and he is just amazing. To summarize he told everyone that he was proud of me for deciding to take the midwife route and he liked hypnobirth for us because he knows that if I put my mind to something I can be really good at it so he thought that this would be a great way for me to birth Claire in a calm way. I cried again, these women must think I am crazy haha but oh well, I love that he is so supportive and that we are being a team.
I don't think I will be sharing my journal unless it is something that I think you would like to read about these mostly seem like reflections and as long winded as I can be I don't think you need to see it all :)
Well if you have any specific questions or anything let me know, so far the 1st class was really great. Some things were just review but I really liked seeing Ryan get so absorbed into it. Looking forward to our next class.